the fabric of our life gets torn

...in your arms i'd stay forever

forever if i could

forever if i may

keep me in your thoughts, don't disappear.

i am on your side

and so alive

i'm so alive

it isn't real.

i hate that i am so nostalgic.

sometimes i feel like im living in the past.

always think about the past

i always think about the people that i lost.

and it makes me mad that i let that happen.

i miss my friends.

i always think about them

i always wonder how they are doing.

they say friendship last forever...

that's a lie.

i guess some friends were good losing but some not.

there will always be those four people that i will never stop thinking about.

hmm it's pretty pathetic that i have no friends :(

but at least i have one :)

one bestfriend, my boyfriend :)

well that's all i've got