Friday, September 4, 2009

If there's no love, I wanna try to love again

" When somethings dark, let me shed a little light on it
When somethings cold, let me put a little fire on it
If somethings old, I wanna put a bit of shine on it
When somethings gone, I wanna fight to get it back again"
The Fixer-Pearl Jam <3

So, I waited and waited and nothing...
It's really sad that it's like this now.
I still wish we were best friends like we used to be
but we both grew up.


i'm on lookbook :)

Friday, August 28, 2009

Somewhere only we know

Even though you've changed everything about you,
and no one sees that person you used to be anymore,
I still see YOU as the same person who always have been.
I have and will always love you.

too bad Renata and I are the only ones to see it.

Friday, August 21, 2009

hold my head it's about to fall.

floral dress- forever 21

Happy Friiiday!

Monday, August 17, 2009

& nothing is going to save us from the fallout.

lace crop top- UO
black skirt- UO

1 more week until school starts :(

Monday, August 10, 2009


ENJOY! :))

Friday, July 31, 2009

The truth is all i can hear everytime you lie.

I did not think he was like that...

I am so very upset.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

what used to be yours isn't yours at all

It's still summer and yet i feel like it's not...
this weather is driving me crazzyyy! it's always cloudy and rainy :(
i wish the summer could last forever and ever :))
soo anyways, how is everyone's summer going? :)

Monday, July 27, 2009

I Never.

I've lied, I've cheated, stolen, been ungrateful for what I have
And I'm afraid habits rule my waking life
I'm scared and I'm running in my sleep for you
but all the oceans and rivers and showers
will wash it away and make me clean
For you.
Rilo Kiley.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009


Today was a wonderful day!
perfect beach day :)
we played volleyball and frisbee
and i have to admit i am horrible at throwing a frisbee! haha
But anyways i realized that i go to blockbuster wayy too much
the people that work there know me! I rented Breakfast at Tiffany's the other day, and i loved it! Audrey Hepburn is amazing! She is absolutely stunning! Not to mention that she is a style icon! 
Well anyways, I am exhausted! Loooong day :)

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

500 days of summer.

500 days of summer.
I saw this movie the other day and i have to say that this movie is wonderful!
it is so real. this is something that happens in life ALL THE TIME, this isn't like The Notebook at all but it is still a great movie. The music is amazing! Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt are amazing together! and I just LOVE Zooey's style :) So if anyone gets the chance to see it, GOOOO! Just so you know it is not a cute sappy fantasy love story, it's a REAL story about love.

Monday, July 20, 2009

A Beautiful Mess.

It's coming back...
and I really just wish that it would just all go away
all that pain that it caused my family and my loved ones
I just can't deal with seeing the disappointment and sadness on their faces.
I know everything will be alright because it always is.

Friday, July 17, 2009

I was a train moving too fast...

Oh summer,
can you please stay a little longer?

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

House of Cards

"Betrayal is a thorny crown
You wear it well
Just like a king
REVENGE is the saddest thing
Honey, I'm afraid to say
you deserve everything"

I don't know who to believe.
I don't know what to believe.
YOU hurt me so many times, YOU lied to me so many times
and here I am still believing that YOU would NEVER do that to me
Why is it that it seems as if no one wants us to be together?
Why would someone do that to US?
Why would she lie?
IS she lying?
God, i HATE this.
I love you so much that I am willing to do whatever it takes to make this work
but I can't be the only one.
I guess IF everything she said is true, then you will get what's coming to you.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Dance Anthem of the 80s :)

Birthday Girl :)

I had a greeeeaaaaatttttt birthday!
i got chanel earrings and a ring :)

Monday, June 1, 2009

Zoloft Nation

In a town that cold and grey

We will have a sunny day.

Laughing with Regina Spektor

Sunday, May 31, 2009

It's a different day every day.

Promises Badly Drawn Boy
LOVE this song!
you have to listen to this <3

I promise you will get old
I promised you everything
To protect you wherever you go
I'll give you this diamond ring
Just promise you will remember
A promise should last forever
Right up to the dying embers
Of a fire that burns so slow
It's a different day every day
Don't want you to walk alone
But how long can we carry one?
When all of these things have gone
Just promise you will remember
A promise should last forever
It's the last the last of the drying embers
Of a fire that burns so slowly
It's a beautiful thing to do
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Remember I do love you
Have courage in what you say
Just promise you will remember
Promisees last forever
Still left of the dying embers
The fire that burns so slowly
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Wishing that today was yesterday
Yeah, sometimes you just have to walk away

Monday, May 25, 2009

it's only right that you should play it the way you feel it.

Currently Reading: Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte

i love to read but i don't really like to read these kinds of books
i decided to challenge myself! :) 
has anyone read this book?

Sunday, May 24, 2009


wow, i love this song.
i guess right now i can sort of relate to it.

Saturday, May 2, 2009


"Is something wrong? she said
well of course there is
you're still alive, she said
oh, and do i deserve to be?"
ALIVE-Pearl Jam

Friday, May 1, 2009

All You Need Is Love <3

"There's nothing you can know that isn't known
Nothing you can see that isn't shown
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be."

Sunday, April 26, 2009

a lisztomania!

soo i painted my room,
and yes i actually painted it with the help from my brother of course!
it used to be a bright green and now its a darkk grey
hah i guess i needed a change 
but now i'm kinda regretting it :/ oops...
i'm sure i'll get used to it :)

i am soooo happy it's starting to get warmer out. no more winter jackets! :) :) :)

ok so for anybody that actually reads my blog haha umm listen/watch this music video
it's a pretty awesome song i hope you guys like it! :)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

happiness is overrated.

Oh, I'm such a bore, I'm such a bore
I don't do anything anymore
I just count these ceiling tiles falling through my floor.

i miss my friends. it's really sad that we all grew apart. 
it's funny because we thought we would be friends forever.
but we still talk or see each other once in a while...
but we all became so different, it's not the same anymore.
and i guess that's what i miss, i miss  who we once were.
i miss the memories we once had.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

it's the kinda ending you don't wanna see.

people are people,
and sometimes we change our minds.
...if only it were that easy.

don't let go
i've wanted this far too long.

as you can see i'm quite bored..i'm waiting for my class to start blahhh
i'm already in my summer break mode hah i've been missing class alot..oops :/
so anyways my boyfriend is about to graduate from Loyola University :) i'm soo excited for him! he worked so hard and i am so proud of him :)
i wish i was graduating college already lol i have 3 more years ahead of me hah
i feel like there are so many things that i still want to do
but i just don't have the motivation?
ohhh wellll