Friday, July 31, 2009

The truth is all i can hear everytime you lie.

I did not think he was like that...

I am so very upset.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

what used to be yours isn't yours at all

It's still summer and yet i feel like it's not...
this weather is driving me crazzyyy! it's always cloudy and rainy :(
i wish the summer could last forever and ever :))
soo anyways, how is everyone's summer going? :)

Monday, July 27, 2009

I Never.

I've lied, I've cheated, stolen, been ungrateful for what I have
And I'm afraid habits rule my waking life
I'm scared and I'm running in my sleep for you
but all the oceans and rivers and showers
will wash it away and make me clean
For you.
Rilo Kiley.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009


Today was a wonderful day!
perfect beach day :)
we played volleyball and frisbee
and i have to admit i am horrible at throwing a frisbee! haha
But anyways i realized that i go to blockbuster wayy too much
the people that work there know me! I rented Breakfast at Tiffany's the other day, and i loved it! Audrey Hepburn is amazing! She is absolutely stunning! Not to mention that she is a style icon! 
Well anyways, I am exhausted! Loooong day :)

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

500 days of summer.

500 days of summer.
I saw this movie the other day and i have to say that this movie is wonderful!
it is so real. this is something that happens in life ALL THE TIME, this isn't like The Notebook at all but it is still a great movie. The music is amazing! Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt are amazing together! and I just LOVE Zooey's style :) So if anyone gets the chance to see it, GOOOO! Just so you know it is not a cute sappy fantasy love story, it's a REAL story about love.

Monday, July 20, 2009

A Beautiful Mess.

It's coming back...
and I really just wish that it would just all go away
all that pain that it caused my family and my loved ones
I just can't deal with seeing the disappointment and sadness on their faces.
I know everything will be alright because it always is.

Friday, July 17, 2009

I was a train moving too fast...

Oh summer,
can you please stay a little longer?

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

House of Cards

"Betrayal is a thorny crown
You wear it well
Just like a king
REVENGE is the saddest thing
Honey, I'm afraid to say
you deserve everything"

I don't know who to believe.
I don't know what to believe.
YOU hurt me so many times, YOU lied to me so many times
and here I am still believing that YOU would NEVER do that to me
Why is it that it seems as if no one wants us to be together?
Why would someone do that to US?
Why would she lie?
IS she lying?
God, i HATE this.
I love you so much that I am willing to do whatever it takes to make this work
but I can't be the only one.
I guess IF everything she said is true, then you will get what's coming to you.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Dance Anthem of the 80s :)

Birthday Girl :)

I had a greeeeaaaaatttttt birthday!
i got chanel earrings and a ring :)