If there's no love, I wanna try to love again

" When somethings dark, let me shed a little light on it

When somethings cold, let me put a little fire on it

If somethings old, I wanna put a bit of shine on it

When somethings gone, I wanna fight to get it back again"

The Fixer-Pearl Jam <3

So, I waited and waited and nothing...

It's really sad that it's like this now.

I still wish we were best friends like we used to be

but we both grew up.

Lookbook!

i'm on lookbook :)

Somewhere only we know

Even though you've changed everything about you,

and no one sees that person you used to be anymore,

I still see YOU as the same person who always have been.

I have and will always love you.

too bad Renata and I are the only ones to see it.

hold my head it's about to fall.

floral dress- forever 21

belt-UO

cardigan-UO

<3

Happy Friiiday!

:)

& nothing is going to save us from the fallout.

lace crop top- UO

black skirt- UO

1 more week until school starts :(

LOLLAPALOOZA :-)

I HAD AN AMAZING TIME!

EVEN THOUGH IT WAS THE HOTTEST IT'S EVER BEEN THIS WHOLE SUMMER...

BUT ANYWAYS HERE ARE A FEW PICS THAT I HAD TAKEN

ENJOY! :))

The truth is all i can hear everytime you lie.

I did not think he was like that...

I am so very upset.

:(

what used to be yours isn't yours at all

It's still summer and yet i feel like it's not...

this weather is driving me crazzyyy! it's always cloudy and rainy :(

i wish the summer could last forever and ever :))

soo anyways, how is everyone's summer going? :)

I Never.

I've lied, I've cheated, stolen, been ungrateful for what I have

And I'm afraid habits rule my waking life

I'm scared and I'm running in my sleep for you

but all the oceans and rivers and showers

will wash it away and make me clean

For you.

Rilo Kiley.

BEACH.

Today was a wonderful day!

perfect beach day :)

we played volleyball and frisbee

and i have to admit i am horrible at throwing a frisbee! haha

But anyways i realized that i go to blockbuster wayy too much

the people that work there know me! I rented Breakfast at Tiffany's the other day, and i loved it! Audrey Hepburn is amazing! She is absolutely stunning! Not to mention that she is a style icon! 

Well anyways, I am exhausted! Loooong day :)

500 days of summer.

500 days of summer.

I saw this movie the other day and i have to say that this movie is wonderful!

it is so real. this is something that happens in life ALL THE TIME, this isn't like The Notebook at all but it is still a great movie. The music is amazing! Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt are amazing together! and I just LOVE Zooey's style :) So if anyone gets the chance to see it, GOOOO! Just so you know it is not a cute sappy fantasy love story, it's a REAL story about love.

A Beautiful Mess.

It's coming back...

and I really just wish that it would just all go away

all that pain that it caused my family and my loved ones

I just can't deal with seeing the disappointment and sadness on their faces.

I know everything will be alright because it always is.

I was a train moving too fast...

Oh summer,

can you please stay a little longer?

House of Cards

"Betrayal is a thorny crown

You wear it well

Just like a king

REVENGE is the saddest thing

Honey, I'm afraid to say

you deserve everything"

I don't know who to believe.

I don't know what to believe.

YOU hurt me so many times, YOU lied to me so many times

and here I am still believing that YOU would NEVER do that to me

Why is it that it seems as if no one wants us to be together?

Why would someone do that to US?

Why would she lie?

IS she lying?

God, i HATE this.

I love you so much that I am willing to do whatever it takes to make this work

but I can't be the only one.

I guess IF everything she said is true, then you will get what's coming to you.

Dance Anthem of the 80s :)

Birthday Girl :)

I had a greeeeaaaaatttttt birthday!

i got chanel earrings and a ring :)

Zoloft Nation

In a town that cold and grey

We will have a sunny day.

Laughing with Regina Spektor

It's a different day every day.

Promises Badly Drawn Boy

LOVE this song!

you have to listen to this <3

I promise you will get old

I promised you everything

To protect you wherever you go

I'll give you this diamond ring

Just promise you will remember

A promise should last forever

Right up to the dying embers

Of a fire that burns so slow

It's a different day every day

Don't want you to walk alone

But how long can we carry one?

When all of these things have gone

Just promise you will remember

A promise should last forever

It's the last the last of the drying embers

Of a fire that burns so slowly

It's a beautiful thing to do

Sometimes you just have to walk away

Remember I do love you

Have courage in what you say

Just promise you will remember

Promisees last forever

Still left of the dying embers

The fire that burns so slowly

Sometimes you just have to walk away

Sometimes you just have to walk away

Wishing that today was yesterday

Yeah, sometimes you just have to walk away

it's only right that you should play it the way you feel it.

Currently Reading: Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte

i love to read but i don't really like to read these kinds of books

i decided to challenge myself! :) 

has anyone read this book?

Dreams.

wow, i love this song.

i guess right now i can sort of relate to it.

Alive.

"Is something wrong? she said

well of course there is

you're still alive, she said

oh, and do i deserve to be?"

ALIVE-Pearl Jam

All You Need Is Love <3

"There's nothing you can know that isn't known

Nothing you can see that isn't shown

Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be."

a lisztomania!

soo i painted my room,

and yes i actually painted it with the help from my brother of course!

it used to be a bright green and now its a darkk grey

hah i guess i needed a change 

but now i'm kinda regretting it :/ oops...

i'm sure i'll get used to it :)

i am soooo happy it's starting to get warmer out. no more winter jackets! :) :) :)

ok so for anybody that actually reads my blog haha umm listen/watch this music video

it's a pretty awesome song i hope you guys like it! :)

happiness is overrated.

Oh, I'm such a bore, I'm such a bore

I don't do anything anymore

I just count these ceiling tiles falling through my floor.

i miss my friends. it's really sad that we all grew apart. 

it's funny because we thought we would be friends forever.

but we still talk or see each other once in a while...

but we all became so different, it's not the same anymore.

and i guess that's what i miss, i miss  who we once were.

i miss the memories we once had.

it's the kinda ending you don't wanna see.

people are people,

and sometimes we change our minds.

...if only it were that easy.

don't let go

i've wanted this far too long.

as you can see i'm quite bored..i'm waiting for my class to start blahhh

i'm already in my summer break mode hah i've been missing class alot..oops :/

so anyways my boyfriend is about to graduate from Loyola University :) i'm soo excited for him! he worked so hard and i am so proud of him :)

i wish i was graduating college already lol i have 3 more years ahead of me hah

i feel like there are so many things that i still want to do

but i just don't have the motivation?

ohhh wellll